Baby, I will never let you go. I looked at her, eyes shining in the moonlight. No, don't say a word, I know what you're thinking. Back and forth I pace, this moment had been a long time coming. Several times I begin to speak, only to close my mouth again.
A thin nervous sweat begins to form on my forehead. You must be thinking I'm crazy, that I barely know you, but... I pause, stop, and look deeply in to her eyes, I love you. I hold her gaze, letting my words sink in, she looks away. I know this must feel soon, but I have never been more positive of anything in my life. I gently tak
Shakespearian Puzzle Piece by VanyelFirestorm, literature
Literature
Shakespearian Puzzle Piece
Orius:
Shadowed is mine hearts desire,
as by a loveless winter's tree.
For though my veins run full with fire
a coldness I receive from thee.
Beggeth I for just a glance,
a glimpse, a twinkle, from thine eyes.
Giveth me the slightest chance
to make grand what thou dost despise!
Sylia:
What foolishness is this I hear?
What shallow words that thou doth speak,
when know'st all that ever' year
a different heart thou dost seek!
Orius:
Tis' true that often times before
all around my heart would stray,
but with thee forever more
I promise that my love will stay!
Sylia:
But that could I only believe
the honey dripping from thy wo
Innocent blue eyes belied
a subtle wickedness inside
social rules the mien abides
are deep inside the mind denied
feckless smiles upon the face
rarely seen as taciturn
underneath untold thoughts race
imagining the world burn
outwardly appears benign
due to careful years design
blinding all to any sign
of mental path gone out of line
coexisting in one head
amongst holes that cannot mend
dual thoughts are to be wed
while waiting on the world to end...
So I sit here staring
not caring, patience wearing thin
I fear my wits are shot
popped, like a balloon
surrounded by popping balloons
stress fractures in their hardened rubber
brought on by service with a smiling tooth rot
well managed monkeys making a mockery of one another
because monkey suit baboons keep stealing all the helium
And silently I sit here dreaming
of happy days and sunny skies
of friendly faces without lies
broken American dreams of apple core pies
but then another balloon pops and the dream dies
The gravity of my reality comes crashing back on me
crushing, roiling waves of blindly walking piggy banks
give than
You blink
I think it a warning
yet from so far away
you blink
closer now
I feel, apprehensive
your hundred eyes blink
a bright piercing gaze
then close, sight in reverse
as I pass you by
you don't even see me
your warning another
I Speak in Bubonics by VanyelFirestorm, literature
Literature
I Speak in Bubonics
I think its time for a story not a normal oratory or
a fictional allegory, no,
bout' why I'm starting to worry, the world is going crazy
people are getting lazy, yes,
one of those kinds of stories, chock full of wholesome horrors
make your heart pitter patter, come on now whats the matter?
Don't like the way that I'm speaking,
the direction I'm taking? Well your diaper is leaking;
The world is full of some very bad shit
you'll just have to find a way to deal with it
If at this point you'd like to think that I'm wrong
then sit back and listen to the rest of my song
The world is full of some very bad shit
you'll just have to find
Feet, SLAP crash down the alley
Im feelin it, Yeah really feelin it this time
tiny movement, muscle twitch
im flying feet, SLAP
again, again!
My think space is crowded with idiot joy,
Its wet, I slosh, I am sloshing
blue morning dew on my eyebrows drip
I see rainbows
Feet... stop.
Voided eyes, confused
why stop? Where?
A wall. There is a wall.
Scritch scritch,
a noise, dont look down,
someone groans, REACH!
Heave, up, over.
Air, such rushing, suffocating air.
Feet, SLAP, knees crumple.
White light
starlight, star bright, Loud Blaring BLINDING,
turn.
Better, quiet misty eardrum blanket,
Feet, drift away...
Preamble to the End of Days by VanyelFirestorm, literature
Literature
Preamble to the End of Days
We the people populate your planet
In accordance with conformity
perfectly establishing our unjust practices
defending our tranquility with general warfare
securing liberation outside our country
our wicked deeds consigned to posterity
in this we disestablish our consitution...
It was a dark night. Coal dark. The kind of night you could be swallowed in and I was on the job. I had been tailing this dame for half an hour. I was hoping she'd give me a lead. I was hoping she'd stop driving soon. I was near out of gas and if I stopped now it would be another month before I caught up with her again. I caught a break about a mile down one of the sleaziest drives in all of he old city. What such a pretty girl was doing in a place like this, well, thats what I was going to find out. She pulled up into a run down old motel by the name of "The Sleep Easy".
A flickering green neon sign that was about as inviting as roadkill bo
Josh Gunty
Lying awake late one night under the warm softness of my covers I came to several realizations, epiphanies if you will. The fullness of these truths that had so sporadically, randomly, become available were stifling. Time seemed to freeze. I was fully aware of the sound of the blood rushing through my ears, the sour adrenaline taste in my mouth. An abstract thought about my sudden awareness of the smell of my age old house shocked me back into reality. My insight, my new found knowledge of my inner most thoughts, had shown to me that I was being used. The people I loved were inadvertently using me up the way a small child with a
straight from me to you
words flowin' from the tip of the pencil
ill make you a stencil
no a mental picture
read my words
see the world
crashing through you like a freight train
readin' my poetry is a drain
on your mind
cant find my meaning
im no longer theming
this is straight rhythm
and rhyme
high time you find
a blind mime
to close your eyes
and cut your ties
to the world physical
come into the world fictional
breath in some fresh air
but not through your mouth
your hair
pull it straight into your brain
its all musty in there
where did all the new ideas go
listen up im letting you know
a couple good secrets
live
Lets see how deep we can make this chasm. I thought this to myself as I looked down into the depths of the shopping bag. I finished scanning the items and loaded up the cart. I had had that very thought almost every time I'd bagged an item. It was damn near ritualistic. I'm not sure where it came from, it just appeared in my head one day. If asked there's a pretty good chance I wouldn't be able to pin down exactly when said day was, I've been working the Quick and Save for the better part of ten years, though by no means were those years "better" then any other time in my life. I finally actually look up into the face of the customer I've bee
If only I could hope to see
The sky above
or the sea below
so I could know
eventually
that the world
was made for me
If only I could try to sense
the truth behind the garbled words
A translation of the text
so that even the next
piece of evidence
can solve all
of the nonsense
I wish that I could speak to you
comforting words
for you to hear
and to hold dear
If I could but only speak true
all of the things
that you are due
Fools City Part 1 v2 by VanyelFirestorm, literature
Literature
Fools City Part 1 v2
It was a dark night. Coal dark. The kind of night you could be swallowed in and I was on the job. I had been tailing this dame for half an hour. I was hoping she'd give me a lead. I was hoping she'd stop driving soon. I was near out of gas and if I stopped now it would be another month before I caught up with her again. It was too cold and I was too old to go another month. I caught a break about a mile down one of the sleaziest drives in all of the old city. What such a pretty girl was doing in a place like this, well, thats what I was going to find out. She pulled up into a run-down old motel by the name of "The Sleep Easy".
A flickering g
tell me truly
can you hear me
can you even
really see me
are you thinking
are you feeling
or are you just
simply breathing
is there a mind
behind that stare
do you have
a single care
its been so long
since we've spoken
your like a toy
forever broken
is there a spark
of life inside you
a single mote
the smallest flame
or do you just
sit there aging
as your memory
stays the same
I can see you
sitting, gazing
watching the clouds
floating by
but I wonder
if your real
or if your image
is just a lie
if I leave here
will you follow
or just sit there
until tomorrow
often I sit
near you and ponder
why it is you
Rapping Rapping at my Chamber by VanyelFirestorm, literature
Literature
Rapping Rapping at my Chamber
He comes from the fore
ground making a big
sound as if he fell
down into a band
stand full of musical
clowns whod much rather
drown then have to stick
around and you dont
frown because this makes
sense like a picket
fence and now from hence
forth youll be much more
careful of the big
hole in the back of
your brain and try to
stay sane as a church
mouse living in a
house with your next door
neighbor his name is
wilbur he likes taking
pills so i guess youll
kill the time with a poem
Life Via Contradictions by VanyelFirestorm, literature
Literature
Life Via Contradictions
Push the button
start the war
close your mind
be medias whore
open the windows
lock the door
lay your face
on the floor
helping people
is such a chore
you cant fight it
anymore
evrything
is blood and gore
buying water
at the store
bury hope
deep in the core
the future is
what it was before
A box to hold our
secrets in our
dirty little societal
secrets hidden in
our secret minds to
keep us feeling
sacred and clean
a box to take our
painful memories
out of to replay
in our minds
all the moments
we had thought
forgotten
to think outside the
box must mean
sure and utter
destruction for it
happens so very
seldomly
Current Residence: Illinois Favourite genre of music: Anything that has a good beat Favourite style of art: Written word/Photography Operating System: Vista MP3 player of choice: Ipod Shell of choice: Red Wallpaper of choice: Im more of a paint kinda guy. Skin of choice: My own Favourite cartoon character: Vicious. Personal Quote: Isnt quoting yourself a little narcissistic?
Now that I've used sweet title music to sooth what was probably rage brought on by me posting a new journal before posting any new writing, lets get to the goods.
Oh wait, there aren't any! Thats right folks, I have yet again come to you empty handed, a mere mental beggar looking for scraps of inspiration in the garbage cans of my betters. Thats you Grant ;] But, never fear, for a new project is indeed in the works! Yes, I am attempting to shake off those pesky and persistent cobwebs once again, again, to write me up a new graphic novel. Maybe this one will even get drawn! Thats you Adam, lol. At any rate things are on the horizon, I promise
Well. Looks like I haven't updated the ole journal since, um, last June... Guess I can't say that its just the fact that noone reads writings on dA that contributes to my lack of page views.
In other news, I'm not thinking of a double major anymore, kinda fell out of photography though its still an occasional hobby. I am thinking of getting my MA in English though, and maybe even becoming a teacher! Who would've thunk it. Prolly have some new work to put up on here soon, poetry and musings and the like if nothing else. I have not been stretching the ole word muscles enough lately and they are starting to lose some of that tone and strength I
Well I've pretty much decided that I'm going to double major in both English AND Photography. I've found that I have a great love for taking pictures as well as writing and I want to pursue both. Over the coming weeks ill be posting the sets Ive taken over the year and the summer. Sooo.. um.. look for that!
Remember how much of a wretched failure Q.E. was? Well, not being one to clever and always willing to repeat my past mistakes, I'm thinking of starting an new board. Re-vamping things, streamlining it, giving it 50 miles per gallon highway, all that good shit.
I'm gonna try to get the band back together Blues Brothers style. Holla back.